music video here:
youtu.be/AcUt5BUO6Sk?si=8Qh_StdRtR5T1DyE
Lost beneath my conscious stream
Twisted up in old beliefs and I could be anywhere by morning
The opposite of what I need might be what could set me free
I’m wandering through all the warning
I’m happy to hide
I’m happy to leave with no goodbye
Would you believe me
if I said I couldn’t cry
Smiling between my teeth
Acting up accordingly
Why do I waste my time performing
I don’t see the comedy you see
in all the scenes involving me
as if I wasn’t dull and boring
I’m happy to hide
I’m happy to leave with no goodbye
Would you believe me
if I said I couldn’t cry
I wish it was fine
I wish I could be there all the time
Wish I could find the words
to change your mind
credits
released December 22, 2023
Pile of Love is: Nick Cogan, Chris Villeneuve, Morgan Foster, Kevin Geyer and Ryan Scott Graham
Recorded and Mixed by Alex Salter
Vocals engineered by Ben Hirschfield & Scott Goodrich
Mastered by Mike Kalajian
Additional engineering and production by Ryan Scott Graham
Produced by Pile of Love and Alex Salter